I hope that you are doing well, I miss you a lot. I don't know if you'll see this because I'm not sure if you even go to this site anymore, but because I still hold onto the chance that maybe you'll see it I'm probably going to keep posting things on here. I thought about you everyday you were away wondering how you were doing and wishing that I could talk to you, I mean honestly I did that before you left and will probably keep doing it for the foreseeable future. I’ve got the gut feeling

that there's a good chance that I'm not going to see you again which definitely sucks. I just want to say that in the time I've known you, you've come to mean something special to me and there will forever be a spot close in my heart reserved for you, and I truly mean that. I am grateful that though it was short, that I was graced with getting to know you and grow close to you because i genuinely believe that you changed my life for the better. You are one of a kind, hands down one of the strongest women I have met. I wish i could handle even half of the unbelievable bullshit that you have had to deal with. You are a beautiful person both inside and out, don't let anybody ever try to convince you otherwise because it'll be a lie. I could go on for far too long about how beautiful I find you but honestly I’m struggling to find words that come close to expressing it. I hope your boys are doing well, you’re going to get them back I know you will. Never stop fight, for everything, it’s always the darkest before the dawn. Things will get better even when it seems like they won’t. And remember no matter whats going on, or where in the world I am, when you’re in the darkest times, surrounded by demons, call on me brother and we will fight them together. Not going to lie I miss you a ton and it really brings me down not having you around or getting to see you but what matters the most is your happiness and well being, and I mean that. I know I sound crazy for it but I genuinely mean it, your happiness and well being is legitimately very high up on my list of priorities. And regardless of what anybody else thinks or says or whatever, if theres one person who has earned it, that would be you. I don’t know if you’ll see this message, I certainly hope you do see it. I love you very much Hope, so very much it makes me feel crazy at times. I don’t think there’s anybody outside my parents that means as much to me as you do. I want the absolute very best for you and I hope that your get it. Can’t begin to express how much I miss you. Love you Hope, Too the Moon and back